Hope

After I left AA this morning, I went to Poco And Mom’s to eat breakfast but they were closed still at 745am and I am doing intermittent fasting anyway and am trying not to eat till 10am. So I went home and took a shower and did my make up and hair. I knew I was going to see my person Edward later that day so wanted to look nice. But I still had quite the day ahead of me before AA at 530pm. Instead of going to breakfast first, I went to the car wash cause my roommate reminded me and I need my back window to be clean for my new sticker for Stefanie’s Safe Space but that is not till next Friday so will get it washed again before. So I was so ready to call DCS but needed to chill and wait for the car wash to be done cause they are loud. When I got out I pulled over to the side and called DCS (Used to be called CPS). I have tried to report my brother for rape so many times but nobody ever listens or believes me. He raped me from when I was 2 years old to 16 years old and now he is raping his 2 daughters..one is a child and one is now an adult (not biologically or legally his child). His stupid wife thought it would be a good idea to bring her teenage HS student in as their own daughter!! Umm hello! You are bringing a teenage daughter into your home when your husband is a cheater and a psychopath! She is kind of a psychopath in her own way too though. She likes to play the victim like Donna. It is insane to me how much they are alike and how much they talk shit about each other! You are literally talking shit about yourself without knowing it! Ha ha! Dumbasses! So this teenage “daughter” now calls my brother Jason…sorry not sorry Jason …Dad! ! I will protect my husband by not using his name but eventually everyone will know he had the same name as you anyway so calling him JT or Jeremy is just so dumb! My ex husband probably thinks I am so amazing! I sent him an email and of course he didn’t respond but using a common name like Jason is dumb. But I will not say his last name and my maiden name. I hated that name anyway. So anyway, Jason (my brother) is now raping a 10 or 11 year old and a 20 year old when she was about 17-19 years old. He made her think it was consensual. He brain washed both of them like he did to me. So anyway DCS recording told me to call 88 crime and 88 crime recording said call 911. I called 911 one time this time.. well technically 2 cause after they told me to go the police station.. I went to the one up the street from my house and saw a woman in her truck with the door cracked open and she looked unconscious. I thought she went their to kill herself so I started to call 911 for her and opened the door quick but that scared her and she woke up and said she is fine! I told her you scared me! Wanted to make sure you were okay. So I walk into the Tucson Police Station and went to ring the bell and thank goodness is wasn’t the douchebag Chinese guy there. I am not racist in any way. That is just his description. So Ashley was there. She is in light blue so isn’t a full on cop with a gun but she is still serving and protecting the city. I told her I needed to report a crime. She said come on in. So as I walked inside I saw the huge picture and tribute to Erik Hite (Think that is right spelling) a TPD officer who was shot and killed in the line of duty. She said I could sit in this room with a table and chairs. I got to sit facing out and the light was on. I started giving my report on my rapist drug addict brother who committed a federal crime as a city employee ..more specifically third generation Tucson Fire Captain! His does not deserve the Rhyner name or my Grandfather’s Badge 46. Or it may be 47 now I can’t remember but anyway it will go back to my Dad soon and than to me in a long time when my Dad dies. I will make it easy for the family.. I do not want any of my Dad’s money…just the badge!! But I think they have a trust set up for us but it doesn’t matter. We are all very capable of being successful on our own. So Ashley advised I needed to go to the Pima County Sherriff’s office since my brother lives in the county. I already had the Sherriff Dept at his house last October when I smashed a ton of giant potted plants all over his front porch!! I yelled at him and said … You Raped Me!! He just took pictures of his potted plants cause like Donna and Jason’s wife…He played the victim.. Ahh she’s crazy, she’s bi-polar…She needs to go to the hospital! I definitely agreed that I needed to go to the hospital and the Sherriff was super nice to me. He even adjusted my bra strap for me without me having to ask!! I had a nice ride to the hospital even though I had to be cuffed and treated like a criminal. My Step Mom who I love told everyone I threw her phone on the ground and broke it which is ridiculous! I had my own 2 phones that were both working! So on my way to the Sherriff’s station I was not shocked when I passed my brother. He was in his paid off older Tundra with his windows down and his hat and sunglasses thinking his shit don’t stink!! After I parked I was like oh good he didn’t see me. He was about to make a right on Tanque Verde and I was going west on Tanque Verde and head the green light while he had rot wait for me to pass!! After I parked I looked up and sure enough here comes the douchebag driving by with his window down! I yelled really loud.. screamed actually .. FUCK YOU!! FUUUUUCCCKK YOUU! He turned and saw and heard me!! He went on his way to do whatever the F he does on his days off.. sleep with one of his daughter’s friend’s Mom!! Yup He did that! He got caught cause the husband of the dumb girl who slept with him called his dumb wife! So I screamed a bit more and there was a guy outside like WTF Lady?! I went up to the speaker at the Sherriff’s station. Told the lady who may have just been a civilian receptionist..told her I need to report a crime. A city employee who committed federal offenses and lives in the county. She said we don’t take reports here ..call this number. I said no I need to talk to someone in person. What station does that? She said you can come in and so I opened door and walked in and starting balling and telling my story, 2 women in uniform came out to help me. A Sergeant and a Lieutenant. Reported the crimes of my Brother. They called the crisis center for me to just make sure I was okay. I called and left my therapist a message with it on speaker but remembered she does not work on Fridays! They called the crisis line and speaker and I was able to say in front of the Sherriff’s that I took legal weed last night! So I am starting to get tired and there was still so much to my day. But I ended up going to Tucson Fire Headquarters Station # 1 downtown and then ended up calling the FBI and also went to Station #9 with Battalion Chief 3 Adam (Same name at my cousin) and I walked in at 3:33pm. I took my weed gummies about an hour/hour and a half ago! I feel so so free and the weight has been lifted off my chest! I was being pushed down, held down against my will, I had no voice but watch out fuckers! I can’t wait to shake Trumps’ hand soon and say …Let’s do this shit!!